Wishes and GOD

I wonder how are wish's granted by GOD?? We ask it and thus we get it or it is destined for us to get and thus we get it.
Does that mean by our pleading and asking for some blessing it doesn't have an impact ?
My mom used to tell me if I be a bad girl God will punish me and take away my blessings.
This is further strange - by doing wrong blessings can be taken away then by doing good why they cant be added?? May be they are - who knows ? We human beings cant comment on this.

Kabhi aisa hua hai that you are standing in a temple and praying something and a strange feeling tells you that the prayer has been heard and wish granted. What an amazing feeling it is!!!
Mere saath as always ismein bhi "pachka" hua- One upon a time I was praying in a very crowded temple right outside the main idol. Like in our hindi films koi phool nahi gira but the pujari in between all people there, choose me and gave me a " puja ki chunari ". Can't tell you how blessed I felt, bass jis cheez ko mangne ayi thi woh puri ho he jayegi aisa vishwaas ho gaya mujhe. Par hua kya ??- NOTHING.
I didntot get what I had wished for. I wonder what that blessing was for or whether it was just a mere coincidence?
Basically the point remains how to get wish granted from GOD ? People spend hours in pleasing GOD - but does it really matter.
You are here in this world just do your bit and leave the rest . Jo hona hota hai akhir wahi hota hai

Why?? and when??

There is so much running in my mind, that I don’t really know what to do? It’s been a long time, I had a sound sleep. People ask me , am I sad?? But my question is, is not being happy the only reason for not being at peace? There is a constant fight going on inside, fight of thoughts, fight of views. These internal fights are amazing , as you never seem to have the privilege of victory.
I wish I could speak my heart out to someone, but I feel it will not make sense. I feel I should write it down , but again am not able to hold myself for long doing it. I sincerely want to do so much, but just cant. People say thought is important, how come in actual life actions become more important than thought??

I can spend hours thinking about life, but can life spend a minute thinking about me????