Strange Life!!

I wonder at times what is that all of us want from life....Is it happiness, is it love, is it money, is it power, or is it Peace?????

Actually no one knows, its just a journey, we all are indulged in.

Is destiny decided or can it be changed with deeds. I feel its decided, even if one's hard work/efforts results in success it is destined to happen that way. We all have enough examples around us where the efforts have gone just un-noticed. If hard work/effort had any correlation with success- farmers would have been the most successful ones.

If Destiny is everything - what is that we are worried for?? Why do we even bother to attempt anything, if it has to happen it will. It's very true- " If something is bound to come to you, all the powers in the world will get that to you"

The share of smiles and tears are already decided. All we have to wait is for occasions. If there is a quota, what if I cry continuously for one week and ensure I never have to cry in my future :)

Where is Santa???

Merry Christmas!!!
During my School days my teacher once told me,that on eve of christmas Santa comes to town and all people who genuinely pray, he has special gifts for all of them. The gifts can be as small as a pencil but they are really special. The teacher even said that she herself got one gift during her school days.

This story was told to me some 15 years back and since then I have been waiting for Santa every year to give me a gift. I seriously and genuinely pray, but no one comes to me ever...

Its strange though, my logical mind often tells me that its just a story, and nothing is true in it, but still its amazing to see how have I managed to keep the innocence of a child intact over years for this. I am not kidding, every year without fail, I pray to Jesus with same amount of faith, love and purity...every year I am eager to see something in the "cap " that i hang, and every year I feel sad when I see nothing there......

Dont have an answer to this, I am not a kind of person who blindly follow rituals. But this childhood story surely has had a very deep impact on me. I still trust some day for sure " Santa" will come n bless me with a gift...

Till then its " Happy Waiting" :)

Shopping is Fun!! Some years back I was introduced to the world of "Retail therapy". People shop to pamper themselves, to cheer them up. But it can be the most annoying thing when you are forced to do it for people who you dont even know. Its strange to even give your opinion for their clothes, when you dont even know how they look like !!!

I have been doing this for weeks now. Not that its my pass time, but marriage of my brother which is making me do that. By the way I am nominating myself for a " Award for Patience" I have managed to shop for 43 sari's and 25 pairs of Shirt n trouser :) without breaking ne-ones head or abusing any one or even picking a fight with Maa. and finally it gives me emmense pleasure to announce that it is OVER, and I can concentrate on much braoder issues of life wanting my attention and time.

Something new

Life is Strange- its the most precious gift one has, yet its the toughtest deal that any individual lives by. The beautiful moments , the sad moments, the lonely moments, the winning moments, the proud moments, the loving moments, the loved moments....are the sounds of life. This is the music every one dances to...